大雄's Life

年少无知

2012-02-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

小学多好顽劣多好
不需烦恼明天的考试相信超人梦想会实现
继续顽皮故意讨骂
不甘纸折飞车输给人想把同学的胶擦赢回来
只可惜人生只年幼一次只可惜生命永不能倒流
中学多好疯狂多好
以为够坏就有女人爱相信自己总是最帅的
继续放纵继续犯规
只听自己爱读的科目相信发展兴趣就算成功
只可惜明天是个未知数只可惜现实离梦想太远
如果时光会倒流同个教室你我做的每件事情不会变
如果活着为精彩那些岁月所相信的真理不应该改变
大学多好自由多好
一群猪朋狗友的诱惑享受玩乐带来的迷惑
时日流逝考试逼近
临时抱佛脚的感觉已经不再有
如果再抉择一次同样的我们会否选择不同科系
如果再回去一次我们会否因现实而选择不升大学
如果命运能预知那些错误我们是否还会选择再犯
留守当初的想法我们会否被这个现实与残酷的世界淘汰

Written by one of my friend.

Felt simply nice and stole it.

Start of another new year

2012-01-29T20:25:00.001+08:00

Okay,

Since this is a brand new year.

What happen in the past

What don’t worth to be appreciate

From now on,

Please let it go.

Treat this New Year as the new starter,

Work hard, play hard,

And enjoy lord more and more.

Have faith in god,

Grace will be enough for you, Siong.

Remember myself

2012-01-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

I kept asking myself who do i think i am.

I still remember who am i.

And yes, I do wanna remember what I feel right now.

These days, I think I am turning nuts.

WTH am I thinking these days are totally insane.

I am so sick,

Seriously, i must rest well in this new year.

2012-01-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

A bit dissapointing.

But i accept what lord give me.

I believe everything he did with a reason.

1/1/2012

2012-01-01T20:13:00.001+08:00

What have I done in 2011?

I graduated and leaved KL after 5-6 years.

I resigned my first job after working for just 11 days.

I am back in Miri as my own wish, and I believe this is what Lord arranged for me.

I work as site engineer in SY under a project which built my boss’s house.

I bought a car for myself which tied me up 7 years.

I hope there is a great start for my 2012.

Something kept pop up on my mind these 2 days or I just think too much.

If Lord really gives me, this must be his great mercy.

Lord, lead me love u more in this 2012.

Humor no more

2011-12-25T22:08:00.001+08:00

Day by day,

I realize my humor is getting less and lesser.

I am not a humor person anymore.

I couldn’t tell joke,

and I couldn’t make people laugh or even just smile.

My brain stops running

And I remain silent.

How good if sometime I can be the joker,

Make people laugh make people smile.

Miss the time I was in uni,

When buddies gather together,

A lot of jokes, though a lot of bullshit too.

Christmas night

2011-12-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

Tonight is the Christmas night.

And I do really feel free tonight.

And I watched this movie which purposely downloaded by me one month ago.

“You are the apple of my eyes”

Seriously, that was a very nice movie for me.

It deeply reflects the life of the student.

It was so memorable, so pure yet fantastic.

The story line was simply nice.

The main actor is just simply suite to act as their character.

What a pity for their ending,

But it was alright.

Fate is always to be like that.

2011-12-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

How i wish i can be the people in this song~

You are going to have to take risks and venture into unfamiliar territory in order to succeed

What an inspirational song!

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

Aimless

2011-11-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

This feeling was weird.

I do really want to write something here.

But i am kinda lazy to write out.

I don't know what i want lately.

I seriously don't know.

Unimportant and aimless.

I SHOULD

2011-11-09T19:36:00.001+08:00

I should set myself some target.

I should keep fit.
I should earn and save some money.
I should find myself a girl friend.
I should travel every year.
I should work in Singapore if got chance.
I might get myself a study life again, getting some management course or MBA.

那些年

2011-11-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

OMG, cant wait to watch this movie.

I seriously put high expectation on this movie.

Feel like going to watch alone in cinema.

Anyway, this song is just simply nice.

2011-10-28T19:16:00.001+08:00

I have no dream.

I should have a dream.

2011-10-26T18:43:00.001+08:00

Hell ya, today I totally don’t have the mood to work.

After a short trip, a lot things pops out in my mind.

Feel like go and take some course right now and turn back to be a student again.

Or change another job and location to work.

It now it was impossible but how I wish I can turn back to secondary school or uni life again.

Miri Trip

2011-10-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

Here comes a memorable trip again in my life time.

I am the host and the planner for this trip.

I am happy to have these friends around me.

Although spent a lot of money and energy, it definitely worth its value.

Although the time is short, I am happy to have some memorable time with them.

It makes me like I am going back to my precious uni life again.

I precious all the laughter, the jokes, and friendship among us.

I am glad to have their coming, and look forward to our next meet although we don’t know when it is.

Maybe another 1 years, 3 years or 5 years or we will never meet again.

Damn, I am a bit empty right now.

Sometime I really hope the happiness will never end.

I hope we have a longer holiday, or the holiday will never end like we are still studying in Uni.

While I think that I have to work tomorrow, it really likes FML.

Life is life, we can’t control how it gonna be.

Hope they enjoy this trip and may god bless them.

My life is empty right now, and i dont know how my future gonna be.

2011-10-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

Again, I am tired.

I just wanna sleep .

I want my holiday faster.

Please get out.

2011-10-18T22:24:00.001+08:00

Regret

2011-10-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

I regret.

I regret for telling something that I shouldn’t tell.

I regret for believing wrong people.

Take it as a lesson and fuck the one with big mouth.

I really regret and i will remember.

2011-10-16T20:51:00.001+08:00

I got a lot to say.

I am lazy to type out.

Keep it in my mind.

Updated 27/9/11

2011-09-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

It had been a while I didn’t add up something to here.

And now I wonder should I quit blogging or not.

Many things happened lately and now I should update it at below:

1. I am re-employed as a site engineer.
2. I had attended my graduation ceremony.
3. I bought a car.

I thought there are many, but only these matters that were critical.

I think I should set myself a target.

Sentence of the day:

Everything happened for a reason.
Don’t ever complain for the consequences that u deserved to take

No effort, No success.

2011-09-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

Remember, there is no shortcut to success.

Everything happens with a reason.

Everything success with a reason, and they fail with a reason too.

No effort, No success.

楊宗緯 [那個男人]

2011-08-21T22:47:00.001+08:00

I LIKE THIS =)

Phobia

2011-08-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

Now I realized I have phobia over my job.

This might due to my own personality.

When come to stress, I RUN.

When it is easy, I BORED.

My job in MIRI is totally NOT tough at all.

But I still don’t know the reason I don’t like working.

Maybe one thing can explain,

I don’t like to be an engineer.

Time is too slow, maybe I need someone to talk with me.

Another nice voice - Olivia Ong

2011-08-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

Nice and comfort voices.

Anyway, I love this song =)

I GOT EMPLOYED AGAIN

2011-08-11T23:30:00.001+08:00

Finally, I got my first engineer job in Miri after rotting around 3 weeks at home.

As my friends said, he wonder he should congrates me or saying condolences to me.

We all experience that working is not that easy.

Can I handle the stress this time?

Will I run again?

I guess No, there is no way for me to run.

My choices wont be wrong for me to come back.

At least, I still got my family and my friends here.

Tonite is a good night, I play my badminton again at the nite.

Although lose quite a few matches, the feeling is there.

I like my badminton, too bad I dint bring my shoes back.

Everything will be alright.

Cheers =)

Hi Miri

2011-07-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

I am back in Miri.

Haven find job, slacking at home.

No idea how.

Meet old friend, thanks for their present and their heart.

Ate a lot at the night, keeps on hungry.

Don’t know why.

Willing go out tapao to cure hungry.

And Miri is so damn hot.

Don’t know why.

Hot Very Hot.

Hi Miri, Hi my friends.

GOODBYE KL

2011-07-26T23:16:00.001+08:00

Thanks to those who encouraged me.

Thanks to those who helped me these years.

Thanks to those who are willing to be my friend.

Thanks to those who understand me.

Thanks to those who trust me.

Thanks to those who like me.

Thanks everyone.

Wish me happy bufday

2011-07-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

When i look into the calender today,
I just realized my bufday is on tomolo.

I guess nothing special on tomolo as all the friends
have their own task to do.

It is okay, Happy bufday to myself.

2011-07-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

如果东西原是属于你的，就是你的

不是你的，在挣扎也是无谓的挣扎

FML

2011-07-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

Oh damn, damn. damn

I am so stress right now. I lost my direction.
I need someone to talk to.
Someone really can give me good advice.

I really don’t know which road can I choose.
A way to back Miri or SG.

Damn, I can’t make my choice right now.
Headache.

FML

走了

2011-07-12T09:20:00.001+08:00

我懂我自己这样做不好

但是没办法，我不能不这样做
仍希望他们一切安好

但我相信他们也怪不得我
毕竟我也还是新人
对不起

做了大概10 天的我，付出的比得到的更多
我不是没认真想过
但是我真的忍受不到那无法沟通的工作
我不想一个礼拜的时间都是用来改图
多过来画图

我已经累了

走了

台湾游

2011-06-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

台湾游的确有让我大开眼界。

1. 台湾人的热情
2. 台湾人的态度
3. 台湾的环境
4. 台湾的美景
5. 台湾的美食
6. 台湾的交通
7. 台湾的美女
8. 台湾的方便

我相信在有生之年，我还会再去一次

2011-06-05T03:41:00.002+08:00

Wake up in the midnight

Oh damn, what can i do in the midnite?

Listen to fish's song, hope her song a least can make me fall asleep a bit

Attracted by this song tonite~

梁靜茹 - 最後

2011-05-26T21:28:00.001+08:00

6 years of primary school

6 years of secondary school

5 years of university life

Finally I am officially graduated. Result came out today. Surprisingly, I get C for my economics. The lecturer really shows her mercy. Anyway thanks god.

I felt nothing for my graduation, NO happy, NO excited. For me, graduation is just a ceremony that split the friends around. Recalled back, I did really miss my secondary school life, especially form 5. We are still young that time; we are still pure that time. There is no stress to go school, what we had left now are just simply memories.

Five years of university life also past quite fast. I didn’t notice that actually I already stayed around 5 years in KL. There is no regret for me to come KL. At least, I get to learn more things, experience new living style, knew more friends. These years, I start to travel around west Malaysia. Hope to explore every place every city.

Now, I stepped into working society. I know world is realistic, I know thing may not happen as our wish. I know what we think that is true might be fake too. Yes, I know. I have to learn to be independent. Not asking people to help me, is people should beg me to help them. I know this sound cruel, but life is just like this.

Just came back from Genting today after an overnight. What I learnt is that “Things that actually not belong to you, it eventually not belongs to you”.

2011-05-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

知道是一回事，
接受又是另一回事。

2011-05-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

反反复复，想了又想。

当初以为的好消息,而如今便成许多的烦恼。

还以为是件好事，如今也却看起来没当初想象的好。

而我的本性就是依赖，也就是我最大的缺点。

是我太高估自己。

2011-05-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

The days without going campus are really boring.

The days without friends are so aimless.

Friends left KL one by one.

Housemates moved out one by one.

No more funny moment, no more bluffing moment.

Sometimes, really feel like want to go home

2011-05-16T01:19:00.001+08:00

烦

2011-05-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

人生就是一个过程；

要来的挡不住，要去的留不住。

一转眼的五年里，我的学生生涯结束了。

多么的不舍得，留下的也只是一丝丝的回忆。

人生就是需要我们不断的成长，学习坚强与勇敢。

而毕业的我，拥有的而不是快乐，乃是忧虑和当心。

1．我不明白，为何他对我们的友情会那么的没信心。为什么要破坏大家的希望而却不选择简单而满足大家的方法。在当时的我，失望透顶也慢慢的怀疑我们的友情。无论如何，事情已去，我也相信他的坚决，希望他的决定是对的。

2．要来的六月，我希望新屋友的和睦相处。这是五年来，第一次和外人住。也同时，在这两三年来，再在有室友同住。坦白说，我已经习惯了一个人的卧室，而在来得六月，我得慢慢的学习室友之道，互相容忍与包容。我对自己是没有什么信心，但我信一切都有路。

3．现在的我面对严重的经济问题。六月的台湾旅行，我已经绞尽脑汁，而七月的生活费，我该如何。烦上加烦。而六月的搬家，也需要很多钱。我该如何？

4．我的脚每天晚上都在痛，怀疑他几时会好。痛到睡不到，辛苦加可怜。

好了，第一次用华语写了那么长。

希望船到桥自然直，而不是翻船

2011-05-09T01:58:00.002+08:00

今天又是失望的一天；不明白；烦

人怎能不烦恼？

烦；

人生往往都要面对很多事与挑战。

不明白；

不明白也要活下去。

是我想得太简单，太表面？

还是我要求的太少。

烦恼慢慢的累积，负担慢慢的加重。

一切顺其自然

希望有更好的明天

2011-05-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

I sprained my leg today during futsal.

It was so damn hurt right now.

Hope i can recover faster cause there is no much chance for us to kickball together.

What lucky is that my arm not injured when i fall down.
Thanks god.

2011-05-03T01:38:00.000+08:00

These few days I am kinda worried.

I worried my future, which means how if I fail my economics in last semester?

How if I can’t graduate?

What should do in the next 1 year? Will the company accept me again?

I lost my job, I make my parent disappointed.

I hate myself to be so stupid. Not like I don’t effort in, I study everyday from morning till evening. At last, I feel like I can’t even pass that subject. I hate that lecturer, if she failed me. I swear.

Today, I went to klang for the whole day where morning till midnight whereby I just reached home now. And here, I want make apologize to YY, coz I din ask him come together with us today (if him saw this). The reason that I din call him cause I felt paiseh to bring a lot people go since sintat parents is going treat us eat. Again, Sorry YY and hope he can understand. And I think I made wrong decision I should ask him come along, because the seafood is too much and we can’t even finish it. Anyway thanks uncles that always served us good good when we are in Klang.

Bought 3 set of formal shirt today, hope can use it on JULY since there is 70% on Padini.

Watched a movie “THOR” at klang cinema today. Hard to believe that, the ticket is RM14 which is more expensive than TGV wangsa walk. Luckily, the movie is still quite worth to watch. The sound effect and the cinema is huge and comfortable than we imagine.

After movie, finally we had our dinner at 11pm at Klang too. We went for a famous fried porridge in Klang. The porridge is delicious but their mee is quite sucks. The price wasn’t cheap too and expensive than I imagine. RM48 for 4 person.

Reached back kl around 12.30am and I spent RM150 again for today.

I am seriously BROKE again.

2011-04-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

After several day of rushing day and night, FINALLY I done my final year project and it has presented by today. Time past really fast and I have to prepare for my final exam on this Saturday.

Sadly, my uni life is going to finish. There are no much chances for our gang to bluffing, watching movie, sing k. eating and whatever whatever. Life is like this, we have to accept it. We can’t freeze the time when we are happy.

I have been hired as a consultant lately and I will start my work at JULY. Puchong is another place for me to stay starting on July. I don’t expect much from this job and I think I wont stay longer for this job. What I want is to get experience and hopefully I can learn something from there.

Cheers =)

Repeat and repeat

2011-04-18T23:44:00.001+08:00

Addicted to this song recently.

Repeat and repeat in my mind.

2011-04-13T05:01:00.000+08:00

Everything goes so wrong on me. Nothing good happen.
What should i do ? I am real tired.

Yea, FISHHHH FISHHHHHH

2011-04-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

Yea, today is a busy day for me. I am pretty excited right now.

Why?

Just because I went to the autograph ceremony of FISHHHH Leong today. I am happy because I shake my hand with her and YESSSSSSSSSSSS I get her autograph!! This is awesome and she make my day.

Actually, I made a big mistake today. That event should be started on 8pm at the nite, but I reached there around 2pm. Luckily I got my dearest biao di accompany me. This is awesome when FISH is performing. She completely attracted me. Her voice simply touching and nice, and now she is getting prettier and prettier. Now, I am waiting for her concert at JULY.

Album with autograph YES!

2011-04-01T03:22:00.000+08:00

I write this because i want to remember this moment.
This is just another deep shit.
Fuck IT

2011-03-31T03:00:00.000+08:00

Now is almost 3am. FUCK IT, I can’t sleep.

I guess old town drinks won’t be so effective for me.

Keep thinking and thinking, keep spinning in my head. I hate this, I really hate this. Seriously, why do I need to do this? There is nothing I can choose.

A Lot thing is coming and has to be settled. I surrendered.

Everything gives to lord.

Update

2011-03-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

I am still doing fine here. What I goona say this time?

This week already week 9 and no choice, we cant stop the time. Another few weeks, my uni life is going to finish. I am going to work as a true engineer perhaps? If there is no job for me, where will be I heading to?

Hahaha, cant imagine than my money gone so fast in this semester. Where do I spent them? I dono. Today, I spent my sister another meal at Zanmai sushi. Haha, I realize we are getting closer after she starts study at kl. Unlike the moment she was at miri, we tend to be quarrel for a small thing. Maybe this is the arrangement of god.

I discovered a nice song recently. Try to share it here =)

SAD case

2011-03-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

Today is a sad day for me. I cant imagine this will happened on me one day, that is my lovely racket had really dead this time. While I looked at its last face, feel like my tears are going to flow out and cant believe it just leave me like that.

Some people just don’t understand why I love this racket that much.

I do really love this racket. He is my first racket in my life and it did bring a lot of memories since secondary school. He grew with me and helped me improve. The weight and the feeling when I hold him is just fantastic. No matter how, it had been used by me more than 5 years and it is time to rest right now. There is no way for me to buy a same model right now. I wonder how a badminton lover plays without his own racket.

Of coz, I cant blame the person who kill him as this is only an accident.

FISHHHHHHH =)

2011-02-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Miri, Goodbye everything

2011-02-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh, I cant believe 3 weeks were just past like that, my new year holiday finished. Now i wish i have a longer holiday and i have no idea when i will back to Miri again. For sure, i will miss my family when i was in KL, and i miss my mum cooking when i reached kl just now.

It is a part of journey of my life. Time past, life goes on. Now i need to deal with my assignment and the headache final year project. Hope everything can go smoothly. Oh no, this is my final semester, for sure i am goona treasure the time with my friend, Play More, Eat More, and Thin More.

Goodbye Miri, Goodbye everything =)
Take Care Everyone.

1.1.2011

2011-01-01T21:41:00.001+08:00

Today is jan 1, the first day of 2011. Suddenly I got feeling to update my blog since I have nothing to do right now. How I past my new year this year? I went to the new training centre of my church nearby puchong and I had a two day one night training over there. Praise the lord.

If somebody ask what will I do in this new year? I think I have no idea, and my answer will be I will enjoy my last few months uni life. I think I will play harder and appreciate this chance to travel around to those places I have never been there. Time moving fast and it is another new year again. And of coz we are growing old everyday and also our responsibilities are getting heavier by time to time. I think I wont have the chance to run from it anyway.

TIRED

2010-12-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TIRED. I HOPE I CAN IGNORE EVERYTHING.

No Worry, I am fine

2010-12-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

Thanks GOD , I am still fine here =) but not my wallet. This semester is moving fast and next week is the study week. Although there is only one subject need to study, but we all don feel like going to study earlier. Just leave it and no worry. Hahaha, feel like wan go bek to MIRI with a suddenly homesick. Yea, I miss my parent and their foods LOL.

I LOVE U, MUM

2010-11-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

TOUCHING

Another nice song from FISH =)

2010-11-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

NOOB FAN

2010-11-24T19:35:00.000+08:00

Today is another Wednesday. By right, I should go watch movie or sing K today. But In the end, all the activities have been canceled and same as usual, I hide in my room and watch my laptop. What had pissed me off today is my fan. I realize my noisy fan is SO SO SO annoying and finally I got the mood to fix it rite now. DAMN, I spend more than one hour on my fan and at last I still cant fix it. Now, I am still wondering how it can be so noisy. It is okay, I just need wait for another half year and I won’t hear its sound anymore LOL.

Quite a loser

2010-11-20T16:58:00.001+08:00

Finally, today is the day I can lying on bed to have a noon nap. It had been weeks I don’t have the right to do so. Somehow, I realize I am the one who donno grab the chance. This is a great chance for me to rest, but I am here to blogging. Whenever there is no chance for me again, I am going to blame those situations. Sometime, I really hate the way I do thing. I don’t have the determination. Seriously, until now I have did nothing good including my studies, my badminton, my final year project, my financial problem and many thing else. In my studies, I am the one in second lower who never chance to go up or go down again. In my badminton, I am the one who never improve and always make my teammate lose. In my final project, till now I have never successfully cast a cube after I try for a few months. In my financial, till now I never budget for myself and never have a good plan in spending money. Till now my weight had only increase but no decrease DAMN. I really don’t have any determination and I am quite a loser. I really hope I can change my attitude in doing thing.

What had past, it was past. Looking forward to my future.