I kept asking myself who do i think i am.
I still remember who am i.
And yes, I do wanna remember what I feel right now.
These days, I think I am turning nuts.
WTH am I thinking these days are totally insane.
I am so sick,
Seriously, i must rest well in this new year.
What have I done in 2011?
I graduated and leaved KL after 5-6 years.
I resigned my first job after working for just 11 days.
I am back in Miri as my own wish, and I believe this is what Lord arranged for me.
I work as site engineer in SY under a project which built my boss’s house.
I bought a car for myself which tied me up 7 years.
I hope there is a great start for my 2012.
Something kept pop up on my mind these 2 days or I just think too much.
If Lord really gives me, this must be his great mercy.
Lord, lead me love u more in this 2012.
Day by day,
I realize my humor is getting less and lesser.
I am not a humor person anymore.
I couldn’t tell joke,
and I couldn’t make people laugh or even just smile.
My brain stops running
And I remain silent.
How good if sometime I can be the joker,
Make people laugh make people smile.
Miss the time I was in uni,
When buddies gather together,
A lot of jokes, though a lot of bullshit too.
Tonight is the Christmas night.
And I do really feel free tonight.
And I watched this movie which purposely downloaded by me one month ago.
“You are the apple of my eyes”
Seriously, that was a very nice movie for me.
It deeply reflects the life of the student.
It was so memorable, so pure yet fantastic.
The story line was simply nice.
The main actor is just simply suite to act as their character.
What a pity for their ending,
But it was alright.
Fate is always to be like that.
How i wish i can be the people in this song~
You are going to have to take risks and venture into unfamiliar territory in order to succeed
What an inspirational song!
You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?
Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day
Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind
Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored
Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go
The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it
I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?
This feeling was weird.
I do really want to write something here.
But i am kinda lazy to write out.
I don't know what i want lately.
I seriously don't know.
Unimportant and aimless.
