Quite a loser

Finally, today is the day I can lying on bed to have a noon nap. It had been weeks I don’t have the right to do so. Somehow, I realize I am the one who donno grab the chance. This is a great chance for me to rest, but I am here to blogging. Whenever there is no chance for me again, I am going to blame those situations. Sometime, I really hate the way I do thing. I don’t have the determination. Seriously, until now I have did nothing good including my studies, my badminton, my final year project, my financial problem and many thing else. In my studies, I am the one in second lower who never chance to go up or go down again. In my badminton, I am the one who never improve and always make my teammate lose. In my final project, till now I have never successfully cast a cube after I try for a few months. In my financial, till now I never budget for myself and never have a good plan in spending money. Till now my weight had only increase but no decrease DAMN. I really don’t have any determination and I am quite a loser. I really hope I can change my attitude in doing thing.

What had past, it was past. Looking forward to my future.